miercuri, 30 decembrie 2009
miercuri, 23 decembrie 2009
You're my home...
I've been searching
For someone to find me
I have been lonely
Waiting for your arms
To hold me
You took me
In from the cold
And out of the dark
You have taken me
Into your heart
You are my home
You are the one that I come to
You are the shelter I run to
To keep me safe from the cold
You are my home
You are the love
That completes me
You are the touch
That has freed me
I look in your eyes
And I know
You're my home
You're my home
You were the light in the window
When I couldn't find my way
You led my heart to
A warm tender place
Here beside you
You're where I always will be
And you're where I belong
I've been looking for you
For so long
p.s. multumesc pentru anul asta...pentru tot sprijinul din lunile de foc...pentru ca esti tu...al meu...si eu...a ta... cu adevarat...:D( doi zapaciti)
joi, 17 decembrie 2009
...
Tema-prietenia...
Am facut pps-ul, dar n-am folosit si poza asta...
Oricum, m-a pus pe ganduri...
Not how you let go, but how you hold on!
vineri, 11 decembrie 2009
...
duminică, 6 decembrie 2009
ganduri...
Cum era atunci? Luna decembrie era plina de daruri si de bucurii...De Mos Nicolaie, imi insiruiam langa usa, tot ce gaseam ca incaltari: ghete, cizmulite, papuci, sosoni, ciorapei...Ca Mosu sa puna in toate:D, sa nu scape vreuna...Iar de Craciun....ooooo...nu faceam noi bradul...ni-l aducea Mos Craciun, gata impodobit...ne culcam seara si dimineata ne trezeam cu bradutul frumos gatit...Complicat pentru tata ca se chinuia pe intuneric...sa-l impodobeasca:D Intr-un an m-am trezit si l-am surprins impodobindu-l....Scuza: E Mosul ocupat tare si i l-a dat lui sa-l ajute...Si dimineata veselie mare pe mine si frate-miu...printre cadouri, jocuri si carti.
Acum doi ani, la scoala, am avut la clasa a IV-a un joc: exista sau nu Mos Craciun? Si copiii mei m-au "socat"...mai multi de jumatate...ziceau ca nu...Mosu e de fapt mama sau tata...Dar erau si cativa care sustineau ca trebuie sa credem in Mos Craciun...o fetita a spus ceva tare frumos: asa cum credem in zane si feti-frumosi, basme si povesti, asa trebuie sa credem si-n el, in Mosu...sa stim ca exista in noi...in copiii din noi, in visele si visarile noastre...
sâmbătă, 5 decembrie 2009
....
It's not so easy loving me
It gets so complicated
All the things you gotta be
Everything's changing
But you're the truth
I'm amazed by all your patience
Everything I put you through
when I'm about to fall
Somehow you're always waiting with
Your open arms to catch me
You're gonna save me from myself
From myself, yes
You're gonna save me from myself
My love is tainted by your touch
Well some guys have shown me aces
But you've got that royal flush
I know it's crazy everyday
Well tomorrow may be shaky
But you never turn away
Don't ask me why I'm crying
'Cause when I start to crumble
You know how to keep me smiling
You always save me from myself
From myself, myself
You're gonna save me from myself
I know it's hard, it's hard
But you've broken all my walls
You've been my strength, so strong
And don't ask me why I love you
It's obvious your tenderness
Is what I need to make me
A better woman to myself
To myself, myself
You're gonna save me from myself...
(Save me from myself)
miercuri, 2 decembrie 2009
Primavara...
A cunoaşte. A iubi.
Încă-odată, iar şi iară,
a cunoaşte-nseamnă iarnă,
a iubi e primăvară.
A iubi – aceasta vine
tare de departe-n mine.
A iubi – aceasta vine
tare de departe-n tine.
A cunoaşte. A iubi.
Care-i drumul, ce te-ndeamnă?
A cunoaşte – ce-nseamnă?
A iubi – de ce ţi-e teamă
printre flori şi-n mare iarbă?
Printre flori şi-n mare iarbă,
patimă fără păcate
ne răstoarnă-n infinit
cu rumoare şi ardoare
de albine rencarnate.
Înc-odată, iar şi iară
a iubi e primăvară.
(Vol. Poezii, Bucureşti, 1962, 161-162)
Lucian Blaga
(Chiar daca a venit iarna...e tot primavara undeva...)joi, 26 noiembrie 2009
Pieces...
"Caligula: Do you believe in God, Scipio?
Scipio: No.
Caligula: Then, I don't understand. Why should blasphemy get up your nose?
Scipio: I don't have to believe in something to respect it, to respect the right of others to believe..."
(Albert Camus, Caligula)-(pentru ca mi-e dor de faculta si de discutiile nostre de "oameni" care credeau in multe...oameni inca mici pentru lumea asta de oameni "maturi")
"Caligula: Cherea, do you think it's possible for two men, to talk honestly to each other. To really communicate. For once in their lives to stand before each other naked: equal, stripped of their prejudices..."(Albert Camus, Caligula) -pentru ca inca sper ca se poate...
"To love someone you have to accept that you'll grow old with him/her.."(Albert Camus, Caligula) -pentru ca mi-e dor mereu de tine...si pentru ca tu ai fost cel care mi-ai adus vreun astfel de gand...si pentru ca un gand ca asta...nu mai e infricosator...cum parea acum ceva timp...:D
"I've never had a moment's doubt. I love you. I believe in you completely. You are my dearest one, my reason for life..."(Ian McEwan, Atonement) -pentru ca pare ceva siropos...:D:D, pentru ca uneori nu e grav sa fii siropos, pentru ca sunt niste cuvinte simple...dar care au si altceva in spate...pentru ca suntem "noi" si nu eu si tu...
P.s. Gaudeamus de anul trecut a fost f productiv...cel putin cu Caligula lui Camus...care mi-a facut o surpriza placuta...De-abia astept sa ma destrabalez si la asta de acum...:D
miercuri, 25 noiembrie 2009
luni, 16 noiembrie 2009
marți, 10 noiembrie 2009
vis...
luni, 9 noiembrie 2009
vineri, 6 noiembrie 2009
miercuri, 4 noiembrie 2009
bucurie...
- Sunt omuleti care isi amintesc...mULTUMESC...
- Chiar daca ai venit IERI SI NU azi...tu esti oricum mereu cu mine...:D ...fara radio de data asta...
- Multumesc...pentru tot...pentru ca esti...TU...:D
That original feeling never went away
That's why I’m standing here today.
Whoa Whoa
So many up and downs
And nothing has changed
That's why you know I'm here to stay.
Whoa Whoa
So put your arms around me
And then stay there forever
Let it always be this way
You and me together
So put you arms around me
And I'll never let go
I know they’re easy words to say
But I mean it more then ever
Yours is the kind of love
makes nothing else feel good enough
And I’m never gonna give you up, Oh no, Oh no.
....
So many up and downs
And nothing has changed
That's why you know I'm here to stay
Whoa Whoa
Ain't nobody gonna replace
Only you make me feel this saved
(Natasha Bedingfield)
miercuri, 28 octombrie 2009
o poza mica...
Ai fost omuletul care ai vrut cu adevarat lucrul acesta... sa ma ai langa tine...pe mine...asa cum sunt...Poza asta reprezinta inceputul, dar si continuarea...
sâmbătă, 24 octombrie 2009
vineri, 23 octombrie 2009
miercuri, 21 octombrie 2009
Surprinsa...
"Poate ca ele au dreptate, poate ca-i mai bine sa nu privesti realitatea in fata, ci sa alergi...cu ochii inchisi. Nu stiu..."(Ray Bradbury)
Si totusi...
luni, 19 octombrie 2009
...Ganduri...
Stateam astazi la doctor si asteptam sa intru...datoria zilnica de vreo cateva saptamani...Citeam...E mai bine sa citesti decat sa vezi atatia oameni...cu probleme...cu nervi...si am gasit un fragment:
Uneori incerc sa fiu pe aproape pentru oricine...uneori chiar reusesc sa fiu, nu doar incerc...si uneori nu pot...WE're only humans on the other hand...I'm trying anyway...
Citand fragmentul asta, mi-am dat seama ca sunt foarte norocoasa...ca atunci cand sunt in" noapte" orice fel de noapte, se mai gasesc omuleti, care sa fie si-n jurul meu...
miercuri, 14 octombrie 2009
....Emotie...
duminică, 11 octombrie 2009
Intrebare si raspuns...
"-De ce am oare impresia ca te cunosc de multi ani? o intreaba el intr-o zi...
(Ray Bradbury, Fahrenheit 451)
miercuri, 7 octombrie 2009
You and I...
Scorpions -
I lose control because of you babe
I lose control when you look at me like this
there's something in your eyes that is sayin' tonight
I'm not a child anymore, life has opened the door
to a new exciting life
It's all written down in your lifelines
it's written down inside your heart
You and I just have a dream
to find our love a place
where we can hide away
you and I were just made
to love each other now
forever and a day
I lose control because of you babe
I lose control when you look at me like this
there's something in your eyes that is sayin' tonight
I'm so curious for more just like never before
in my innocent life
It's all written down in your lifelines
it's written down inside your heart
You and I just have a dream
to find our love a place
where we can hide away
you and I were just made
to love each other now
forever and a day .....
marți, 6 octombrie 2009
vineri, 2 octombrie 2009
O zona frumoasa...2
miercuri, 30 septembrie 2009
Would you be there...(another version)
To come to me and talk to me
To take my heart and hand into your comfort zone
Where I'm not alone or lonely
Well would you take the time to be my friend
Cause in the end that's all there is
There's love the eternal bond between us
Would you be there...
When the lights are down low and I'm feeliong insecure
With this bed so big and cold only memories to hold
It's your voice I need to hear to help me overcome this fear
I need your hand to help my heart from sinking into this quicksand of love
If I told you that I couldn't bear to be alone
Would you be there
And if I said I need your heart to be my home
Would you let me stay there
Would you be there for me
Can't you see
I need you and you need me tonight
Close your eyes
Realize
I've got so much love to give to you...
Would you be there...
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.
If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care...
Would you be there to save my soul tonight...
To kiss my pain away,
Would you be there ..... for me ...
(redwan ali)
marți, 29 septembrie 2009
If...
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:
If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:
If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: 'Hold on!'
If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
' Or walk with Kings - nor lose the common touch,
if neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man, my son!
Cateva bucatele de gandire
- Dacă vrei ca cei din jurul tău sa fie fericiţi, arată-le compasiunea ta. Dacă vrei ca tu să fii fericit, arată-ţi ţie compasiune. Dalai Lama
- Dacă vrei să fii fericit o clipă, răzbună-te. Dacă vrei să fii fericit o viaţă, iartă. autor necunoscut/anonim
- Încearcă doar să fii fericit. Nefericirea începe de cele mai multe ori atunci când vrei să fii şi mai fericit. Sam Levenson
luni, 28 septembrie 2009
10 ani
sâmbătă, 26 septembrie 2009
Revenire....:D
N-am mai postat nimic de mult...s-au intamplat multe intre Paste si un octombrie apropiat...
-am parasit doua scoli
-am dat doua examene grele
-am intrat intr-una noua....
-multe ganduri si temeri
-copii care ma vad si zambesc fiindca o vad pe doamna...
-o vara pe care nu am simtit-o decat in zilele de sambata...singurele de vacanta....:D
Am trecut peste aceasta perioada...fiindca undeva cineva mi-a zis cald...ca totul o sa fie bine...
Mult mai importanta a fost o zi in care noi am facut un an...un an...:D
cE INSEAMNA nOI?
-zile de sambata si nu numai...
-un colaj de minute, ganduri, imagini, vise si visari, imbratisari, zambete...
-minute la telefon si depasiri-recorduri...si noi recorduri...
-niste caraieli si plansete...dar na...sa citez pe cineva inseamna ca ne pasa...tie ca unele lucruri nu-s in regula si au nevoie de schimbare...mie ca tu te superi si nu pot sa te scot din starea ta...dar ne obisnuim unul cu altul...
-poze multe si albume frumoase...in care candva o sa ne pierdem, aducandu-ne aminte cum eram ...:D
-priviri ...si tineri de mana...
-si un sentiment: "Am ramas nemiscat si am privit-o in ochi, caci nu mai aveam de ce sa imi feresc privirea de acum inainte. Nu mai aveam nicio retinere, alungasem orice timiditate si stinghereala. Orice umbra de sfiala disparuse. Am lasat la o parte toate inhibitiile si nu am mai avut nicio reticenta. Am simtit o mare usurare. Cred ca doua priviri care se intalnesc statornic, pentru totdeauna, care pur si simplu refuza sa se desparta, creeaza o intimitate speciala, fara egal."(Fata cu portocale, J. Gaardner)
CE inseamna noi?
:D O zi pe o banca intr-un parc...cand doi omuleti zapaciti...au ramas locului...fara sa se sinchiseasca de cei din jur, de oamenii care sunau ca aveau altadata planuri...pe scurt s-au descoperit...s-au privit...si au refuzat sa se desparta...:D
Nu stiu cum va fii in continuare...sper sa fim bine...sa fim sanatosi...fiindca ea conteaza cel mai mult( cei incercati stiu de ce), dar ne vom sprijini...vom schimba lucruri la noi...vom deveni mai puternici...dar cel mai mult...vom ramane nu doi, ci unul singur amandoi (acum inteleg versul asta mult mai bine decat altadata)...
Si o mica poza...nu zambete...nu chipuri...ceva special pentru mine...
Am devenit cam serioasa...:D tREBUIE SA REMEDIEZ...
iNCEP SCOALA...in curand...imi revin eu...:D
marți, 21 aprilie 2009
vineri, 10 aprilie 2009
marți, 7 aprilie 2009
Some other lyrics...
I would bend my knees and pray
I'm waiting for guidance night and day
I look to the stars to find a way
To say I love you
If the angels let me try
For you I would climb the mountains high
And sing to the heaven in your eyes
To say I love you
People used to call me solitaire
Wandering about without a care
Thought I knew what life could give
I walked the end of the line
I have been to places never known
Proud to make the journey on my own
Still I always dreamed to live
The day you give me the sign
I would bend my knees and pray
I'm waiting for guidance night and day
I look to the stars to find a way
To say I love you
If the angels let me try
For you I would climb the mountains high
And sing to the heaven in your eyes
To say I love you
Every day a life with you to share
Every night with someone being there
Do you share my dream to live
The day I give you the sign
I would bend my knees and pray
I'm waiting for guidance night and day
I look to the stars to find a way
To say I love you ....
(Bodies Without Organs)
miercuri, 1 aprilie 2009
niste versuri...nu e pacaleala de 1 aprilie...:D
The river of life inside of me
You are the half that made me whole
You are the anchor of my soul
And you are strong when I am weak
You are the words when I can't speak
You never fail to see me through
That's the love I found in you
You are my shelter from the storm
You are the road that leads me home
And baby with you here face to face
Oh I know I've found my place
(Jim Brickman The Love I Found in You)
joi, 19 martie 2009
Suflet prieten...
Iti amintesti?Tu ai stiut sa-mi asculti tristetea.
Ai venit fara sa te astept.
Mi-ai intrat in suflet fara sa bati la usa pentru ca era deschis.
M-ai cunoscut si m-ai inteles.
Deja, e foarte mult. Acum esti ca un drog.
O zi fara ochii tai e ca o zi fara cafeaua mea de dimineata, adica fara ceva esential.
Poate ca ar trebui sa le spunem celor dragi, atunci cand e cazul,cat de mult ii iubim.
(Angela...)
miercuri, 18 martie 2009
joi, 12 martie 2009
vineri, 6 martie 2009
vineri, 27 februarie 2009
Alte detalii...
- "-Cititul la ce serveste?"
-La nimic..." - "Povestirile cu adevarat valoroase sunt intotdeauna ca jocurile acelea pentru copii unde trebuie sa unim punctele si ni se cere sa completam noi insine desenul."
- "Sa spunem ca, la fel ca in dragoste, lectura e o intalnire intre doua persoane imperfecte care se pot completa la perfectie."
- "-Nu era un monstru.
- -Nu era?
- -Nu. Doar ca-i placea mult sa citeasca...
- ....Dar traim intr-o epoca in care asta face din el un monstru..."
- (Riu Zink, Cititorul din pestera)
- Cea mai scurta poveste:"Cand s-a trezit, dinozarul era inca acolo."(Augusto Monterosso)
duminică, 1 februarie 2009
Intrebare si raspuns...
vineri, 30 ianuarie 2009
Intre doi prieteni...
- Iti voi duce lipsa, Jonathan-acestea au fost singurele lui cuvinte.
duminică, 25 ianuarie 2009
How Will You Kiss?
our lost breath intermingling.
Synchronize our silence
as lazy hours ease by.
Waft cocoa, hazelnut, cinnamon,
scents around me.
Tremble with me
in paralyzing pauses.
I may no longer breathe
without breathing you. -
(Judith Pordon )
the letter...
The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it."
Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?"
The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes before he's transported to the university."
Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair.
"Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked.
Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag, and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the university for study. He said it might help somebody else. I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom.'
She went on, "My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could."
Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car. The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room. She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.
It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Laying beside her on the bed was a folded letter. The letter said:
"Dear Mom,
I know you're going to miss me, but don't think that I will ever forget you or stop loving you just 'cause I'm not around to say I LOVE YOU. I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday, we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know.
Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD!
And guess what, Mom? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him like I was somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter to tell you goodbye and everything. I was sure that wasn't allowed, but you know what Mom? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him?' God said He was in the same place with me as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children.
Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else, this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I have to give God His pen back now. He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight, I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm sure the food will be great.
Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. It doesn't hurt anymore. The cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore. Signed with Love,God, Jesus & Me"
marți, 20 ianuarie 2009
The Road Not Taken
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
(Robert Frost)
miercuri, 14 ianuarie 2009
duminică, 4 ianuarie 2009
New Year's Reflections...
(By Joanna Fuchs)